This is My Life _ Part1

Hi ..

I just want to say that these days are worst days of my entire life, I don’t think it become worse than that. 

First, I had a fight with my parents and I have decided to live by my self , I mean ALONE  technically  by isolating my self  from the house.

Second, I had a graduation problem in my University. because the accreditation that I followed in my plan is not acceptable anymore.

Third, I’m Broke, I have no money no job nothing at all.

so, what did i do ???

I decided to refine my senior project so my university may accept it and give me my degree.

and now I almost finished the hard part of it and  still have some issues to work on

because while I’m  working I had an idea that would make this worth money 

I think what if  I used my project making a service for people it maybe  get me a ticket to the business world and I hope that.

so, I’m busy right now. LEAVE ME ALONE

regards and best wishes and Happy New Year

Reveal The Truth

some times when you feel lonely and want to do something or at least to talk to someone and you don’t find anybody to listen to you

what would you do ?

when you stop thinking about your future and focusing on how to live your day

what would you do?

when you live your life looking for peace and only peace but, you can not find it anywhere

what would you do ?

when you grew up knowing that your home is the peaceful place to live in but, it turns out that is a big lie

what would you do?

when you lose someONE you love for someTHING stupid but, it is important

what would you do?

when you lose your faith of family

what would you do?

when you abandoned from your close relatives

what would you do?

when you see the world from a black glass

what would you do?

peace for all

tag2000sa

I Fear

I fear that I will always be
A lonely number like root three
A three is all that’s good and right,
Why must my three keep out of sight
Beneath a vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a nine
For nine could thwart this evil trick,with just some quick arithmetic
know I’ll never see the sun, as 1.7321Such is my reality, a sad irrationality
When hark! What is this I see,
Another square root of a three
Has quietly come waltzing by,
Together now we multiply
To form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer
We break free from our mortal bonds
And with a wave of magic wands
Our square root signs become unglued
And love for me has been renewed.

-Kumar Patel

Reo Speedwagon – I Cant´t Fight This Feeling

i Luv this song …. , although the video is not that much

I can’t fight this feeling any longer.
And yet I’m still afraid to let it flow.
What started out as friendship,
Has grown stronger.
I only wish I had the strength to let it show.

I tell myself that I can’t hold out forever.
I say there is no reason for my fear.
Cause I feel so secure when we’re together.
You give my life direction,
You make everything so clear.

And even as I wander,
I’m keeping you in sight.
You’re a candle in the window,
On a cold, dark winter’s night.
And I’m getting closer than I ever thought I might.

And I can’t fight this feeling anymore.
I’ve forgotten what I started fighting for.
It’s time to bring this ship into the shore,
And throw away the oars, forever.

Cause I can’t fight this feeling anymore.
I’ve forgotten what I started fighting for.
And if I have to crawl upon the floor,
Come crashing through your door,
Baby, I can’t fight this feeling anymore.

My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you.
I’ve been running around in circles in my mind.
And it always seems that I’m following you, girl,
Cause you take me to the places,
That alone I’d never find.

And even as I wander,
I’m keeping you in sight.
You’re a candle in the window,
On a cold, dark winter’s night.
And I’m getting closer than I ever thought I might.

And I can’t fight this feeling anymore.
I’ve forgotten what I started fighting for.
It’s time to bring this ship into the shore,
And throw away the oars, forever.
Cause I can’t fight this feeling anymore.
I’ve forgotten what I started fighting for.
And if I have to crawl upon the floor,
Come crashing through your door,
Baby, I can’t fight this feeling anymore

What is love?

First, I quoted this post from “Mona” a Palestinian girl who owns Rebellious Arab Girl blog :

love is not just an emotion you feel towards the opposite gender and think because the other person is nice that that’s it, “you are in love,” and you are just waiting for them to say it back and justify their feelings towards you so you can be happily ever after.

Really.. when do you know you are in love? How long does it take for you to figure out that you are? How many types of love are there?

To me love is simple, you know someone, you are comfortable with them as a friend and as a decent human being and you can talk to them without having to think twice of what you are saying. You have fun, joke around and make life around you and them simple and enjoyable. When you can’t stop thinking about them and “see” them all the time, then you know that you are “falling” in love. What type of love is it? Depends. Could be love friendship, or could be opposite gender love. Who knows.

Love doesn’t happen just like that. That goes for any type of love. We are honestly born to love one another as a natural emotion. It is not hard, but are we compatible with other people and comfortable with our selves to be loved by others?

Everyone should seriously ask them selves this, “do I love my self enough that I feel comfortable that others would love me back for who I am as a person?”